Writing Without the Drama

Well, so many things…

How much I miss Gary.

How happy I am.

And how pretty God is.

This morning there was less in my checking account than I thought there should be.  So, of course, I freaked out.

I forgot how pretty God was.  He clearly wants me to be more conscious around money.  For all my plotting and planning to give myself a buffer this month, he has, in his infinity wisdom, made sure I have to count each nickel and dime.

It feels like it will be ‘tight’ which I’m sure was not his intent.  Just consciousness.  Just paying attention.

Each time I come up against this, I worry and fret (okay, probably closer to FREAK OUT), then it works out and I look back and see how generous God is and how it worked out perfectly.

Then the next time comes and I…  Freak out again.

Wow, talk about a slow building learning curve

So for today…

I miss Gary.  Almost too much to bear.

I am happy.  I mean really, really, really happy.

God is so pretty.  Even when I’m freaking out

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